ommmmmg. this shit i so funny when he starts dancing to choclate rain.

Maybe this nothing ive got is enough.

you make me smile with my heart.



youve seen the good bad the ugly.


youve seen celles.


youve seen me.

Little Pink Makeup Bag.

Daddys Girls.

...
im watching this shit right now.
& its making me feel wierd.
like well u know ive been living in la all my life except 5. & i feel no amp.
xtuhceee.
but i know my friends are cute bitches sooo. this is probly just right...

& i cant go see metro station so im pissed the fuck offf.
enjoy.

Daddy's Girls - MTV Shows

Art Is All Around You

sleepyyy.
xox nasa teee.

my breathe smells like pizza.

arghhhhhhhhhhhh.
im sleeepy im at home on a friday seriously.
and my stomachs in pain.
----------------------------------------x

i want you pt2

A LIST. P1

i so stole this idea from another blog.(i rarely do this shit)

-put money in savings account.
-aquire a new boyfriend so i can eat his food.
-finish plans for "idontwatchtv"---so exited!
-record.

toodles siblings on my ass like a cop car

omg.

i left my laptop out and now the mouse moves all by itself and theres literally a mental case in my house and i wasnt in the same place i left it and im about to fucking cry. all my mother worked for could be lost lads.
damn it all straight to hel. arggghhghh pray for me.

i made a v-log. if the heavens ever shed there grace on me i will post it. its i little deep though.

life.

i tell you man. 2009 is problee gonna be one of the worst years of my life. and i hate to have to speak that kind of evil upon myself. but man i hate thesse niggers like fuck. my mother taught me how to love and showed me how to hate. i swear man some people who really think they know me better step the fuck back. you dont know me you,dont know my struggle and you just dont know my minds state of being and my limits. i will cut a bitch/nigger/we.

im so tired of this town and these people and people thinking im fucking stupid tryna fool me with some BULLSHIT.BULLSHIT. stupid fucking negroes . ahhhh man. i wish i had satans phone number so i could tell him to get his spawns. man. ahrhrhghghghghjhjhjh.

fuck.
fuck.
fuck.
fuck.
fuck.

write for blood.

im going out friday.
toodles----

wanted to belong here, but something felt so wrong here.

im turning into a little naex2.
1. i own a vw phone.
2. i txt my completion-bee- constantly.
3. im always taking a damn picture of my self.
4. im always listening to a tacky ass rnb song.
5.im 5 mins away from recording sound to set as a ringtone.


LipGloss And Shit

mylifespathetic.

OH.
FUCK THIS SHIT.
IM ABOUT TO CRY OVER SOMEONE I BARELY KNOW.
scratch that. i dont know at all.
I HAVE NO HOPE IN LOVE.
STUPID NIGGER BROAD.
LITERALLY.
TEARS ARE ABOUT TO FALL.
IM GOING TO THE BEVERLY CENTER.
& TRY AND PLAY MY CARDS WITH THE GROWN ASS MEN IN THE LV STORE.
MY HEART JUST FELL.
IF I CRY.
ILL TAKE A PICTURE OF MYSELF IN PHOTOBOOTH.
MAYBE A VIDEO.
i miss tahoe.



fuck.
i wanna go home.
i miss heavenly.
i mss the lake frozen at the ends but never in the middle.
i miss the boys that used to run through safeway every friday with painted faces and the canadian flag high off acid.
.
im speachless.
my heart hurts.
fuck

I WROTE A RAP.

she perfect.no she is not a virgin.

aint no pussy i cant affoord.

Dame Edna

idk.idk.idk.

I HAVE GOALS.

for 2009.
buyacellphone.
savemycash.
buyachargerforsonycybershot.
getovermyboyissues.
persuemydreams.-if you know me.you already know.
losetenpounds-maybeefifteen
getmypainton.

okay well i haven finished my list yet but i PLAN to put my PLAN into action.